ouch!

it was a difficult start this morning. i was hit by a bicycle on the way to Tai Chi. yes, a bicycle thwacked the front of my car. i had stopped at the traffic lights waiting to turn left. yes, moving bicycle rides into stationary car. threatened and abused, i walked into class, the unhappy recipient of cyclist rage. why he felt i had done him wrong i still don't understand. and how he managed to ride into me, i did not see and do not understand. nonetheless i am the big bad car driver and he's gonna report me. gulp. why didn't i ride my bike to class this morning?

energy did not really settle throughout the class, despite danya's best efforts in assisting me to consolidate what i had learned for the past 4-5 lessons. i could feel my body bunch up. a nothing.

why is it that i can only ever remember as much as up to the lesson before last? it is as if everything i learned from the lesson before is erased from the memory. does everyone go through this, or is it just me?

as i left class, walking back to the car, i felt a stretchy pain down the front of my lower legs.